Current location:	Freakmont
Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	nothing..

Depressing Parent...
 

*sigh* Can I never be good enough for her? I mean... I try so damn hard! To be the perfect daughter, the perfect friend, the perfect student, the perfect worker! And yet, I still never good enough for her! And now she's always standing or laying or sitting there, repeating over and over how she has a restless heart and no one loves her... well what's that say of me? Am I no one to her?! Does she not care that shes everything to me? She's the one who takes care of me when I'm sick, or sad. She's the one that took me in when my dad's wife was beating me. She's the one who told me it was okay to scream "FUCK OFF" when I'm angry. She's the one who wiped my ass when I was a baby, and now I'm nobody?

How can that work for me? How can this happen? I guess I'm just not good enough, and if I'm not good enough now... how will I ever be good enough? I probably won't. Ever. I can never ever live up to her standards. I will never be good enough for her...

~?~ Raine ~?~