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I got my lip peirced on August 17th. It's pimp yo! I'm 16. My name is Lorain. (pronounced Low-Rain) Just thought I would tell all of you that, cause everyone says my name wrong. :> I go to Fremont High. I'm a Sophmore. I'm emoy/goth/punkish? I guess. That's how people describe me. :) I listen to alot of thrasher and screamo music. I like the sound of Alex's voice as he screams. It's effing hott. And just so you know, Alex is the lead singer of Atreyu. (one of my very favoritest bands). I have 3 horses. Bucky, Ressy and Dustin. I go to fair every year and show my horses. I also show in open shows, . And unlike most Fremontonians, I live in Newaygo. My best friends are EVERYTHING to me. Mess with them... and you mess with me. Which isn't cool. Cause I'm a kick butt bi-otch when I'm mad. I throw things, hurt people, my eyes turn bright vivid purple and scream. It's not pretty. Trust me. I'm can play g-tar and drums. And I've been known to hold a tune on a saxaphone. *used to be in band* I love all kinds of music really. Cept Opera. Puts me to sleep. The basic thing about me is, I am who I am. I'm definatley not changing for anyone who won't accept me. And if you can't accept me, that's your loss. I'm a fun loving person. And I care ALOT about my friends. And my family. I've never really had a normal life growing up. And my mom is pretty much one of my best friends. I have a great and awesome best friend and shes everything to me. My dearest Emily Zahrt. She's always been the friend I run to when I'm hurt or sad. One more thing I should include; I'm a very outspoken person..usually. I fall in love easily, so I get hurt easily. They say there is someone for everyone, but I think that's a lie. I'm always cold. I think that two guys making out... is EFFING HOTT! I love to watch the sunrise while I ride my horse bareback through a feild. It's beautiful. I love rain. I love dancing in it, I love kissing in it. Gay guys...are awesome! I hate homophobes. Yea, you have your right to you opinion, but when your around me and my friends, and you start talking like a homophobe...we couldnt care less if you dropped dead. I am bi-sexual. I hate it when people tell me to calm down. If I want to cry...I will. If I'm sad or upset, you won't know it, unless I feel the need to tell you. My parents are divorced. I do not have a car. I DO have a cell phone, but unless you are special enough I will not give you my number. (I will if I think your hott tho) I have been in love. I have had my heart broken many times. I like Florida. Especially Daytona Beach. The shoreline just before sunset/sunrise is breath-taking! My family has a house in Boyne City that no one lives in. I often curl into a ball on my bed, cry, and wish I won't wake up. I pretty much view my life as a drama. Which sucks. I hate drama. I hate preps. I hate 'gangstas'. I hate any kind of poser. i hate any people that are all like "whoa is me, my life is so horrible!" - get a life...then we'll talk. I hate my friend. (I wont say which one) I hate people who come up to me and go "oh my god! oh my god! oh my god!" oh my god! - get a life. Drunk people annoy me. Dope smokers..annoy me. I hate people who judge me by my appearence. I hate when people repeat anything I say, unless they are my friends. I love it when there is an awkward silence. I love to wake up and not know where I am. I love the smell of a fresh ciggarette. I like blood and gore. I love horror movies. I love to bite people. I love to poke people. I love to cuddle. I love to feel loved. I hate to be ignored. I love to be a good friend. I love all screamo bands. Low-Rain's Top 5 Obsessions: 1. Biting people and/or animals. 2. Friends. 3. My hair, and bows. 4. Tomm, Steve, Jake and Jeff (in that order) 5. Making fun of UR MOM...or Matt Nook. I hate when guys have great hair, but they dont take care of it...It bugs the poop out of me. Wearing pants below your toosh, so your boxers show is a sign in prison that you are available for gay sex and known as ghetto ridin'. I don't like Spanish. It's boring. French guys, are hot..emo or not.. they are hott. I love it when guys don't wear anything under their jeans. I love guys in tight jeans. :) I love girls in tight jeans. I love gay guys. (Steve and Jeff...you guys are awesome!) I hate when people tell me to leave them alone. It pisses me off. I like spending time with people who adore me, and hang off my every word. It makes me feel great. I like being at my dad's. I like the internet. Alot. I like Muck Sticky. I have (special powers)!!! I won't tell you what my special powers are. Not worth it. I like rainbows. And not just cause they are for gay pride. I like looking at the moon through telescopes. I like living in town, but I hate the noise and lights. I LOVE living in the country. I like hearing the sounds that my horses make in the middle of the night. I like being able to look out my window and see my horses and know they are there. I ? the color purple. It's my fave. My room's walls are RAVE WINE. My carpet is purple. I'm getting a dog, a snake and 2 canaries. Yellow canaries, boys, so they will sing and maybe brighten my life up.
This is a totally long About Me thing... but it summarizes the basic way I am. I had a baby on June 12th of 07... His name is Shadox James Jensen-Hinton. He was 6 lbs, 3 oz and 18 3/4 inches long. He had black hair and blue eyes. He mostly looked like his father.. I gave him up for adoption and it was an open adoption. I got to see him almost every day before he died September 2nd of 07. He was 3 months. He died of pnuemonia. That's basically all you really need to know about me.
p.s. I'm not really sure what this journal is going to be about.

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